This is said by many of the mouths that life is a journey , a continuous journey.
but from the childhood i never understand the meaning of this tale in reality. this is true this tale has made house underneath our conscious mind into our psychology but the meaning of it is really mysterious .
i understand this after death of my best friend ,a very shocking tragedy in my life. all the memories of my childhood are very young because i enjoyed those moments lively.
as i have many friends in which some are very close and the one who is not now was my dearest friend.
we both were single personality as it is said by others. by the time we were the "naughtiest students of our school " as said by our teachers. we are unstoppable because we were dexterous in every activity.that was the time when we didn't know the meaning of life , we had no any tragic incidence. and the death is beyond our concept, only we feared by it because we only listened and this was the matter of talk and nothing else.
in the search of so called carrier objective we gradually go away from each other, yet we were connected by phone lines. in the time of festivals when we come home we used to enjoy like in our childhood , yet i also believe in the fact that if you are far away from the illusion of ego then you are young children, it is not the matter that how old are you.
one dark moment changed everything as i have heard about the death of him i couldn't believe on my ears . i remember, that i was in front of his dead body and i was not capable to believe that the events that are going on are real.
after the completion of the last rite and rituals when i came back to my home i felt a weight on my heart that time the mind became ready to accept the incident and i mourn continuously in my inner state. at that time all the school-life was going throughout like the movie .
after some days when i come back out of the shock then i found that what has gone , nothing! the existence is real and it still live .
every thing that we lived ,that we enjoyed is still young. during that period the distinction of life and death became clear to me . today i know nothing went wrong he the desperate friend live all that he could. he was too funny ,too bold whatever he did, did with totality no matter that was right or wrong. and that is the point .the main thing is that how you live yourself ,the target of life is not the men made priorities ,the aim of life is to become conscious more conscious , to achieve some thing is not the project but to clear the vision is main objective.
after that incident i felt more confident, more calm because now i know what is the reality of myself, one day i have go through the same journey as of my friend. now i become more fearless then i have ever felt.
every thing in this world is the part of continuous process that covers all the humanities we the stupid humans are gifted by most precious mind organ but by this mind we created our imaginary distinctions about ego , money , wrong theories of "our-your" so we going far away from our real goal that is to erectile our whole humanity in the world of wisdom. by this way it should be very clear to every person that when to come and when to go don't create any matter , it is the way of living life that matters , no matter how old are you , no matter how rich are you.
in this world of nature every species is rich and we have to respect all the living thing and also we have to respect the death because without it life has no meaning. life become total when it meets with the death .
